just up the creek
is yr best option
we'll have to forget the part
where you said the truth is steady and strong
if better is getting over this
then i'll mostly stay sick
and feign forgiveness and date-rape fantasies
about half the bottle
will settle this
i have to touch
and show where they hurt me
i don't think you know
what i did
when you left me alone with my razor blades
and that old ink pen you used to abort our baby.
