Tuesday, February 13, 2007

i'm not almost anything...

michelle i think it's finally over
i'd sooner kill myself
than share this date with you
i think this is my chance
to end everything
not just us
not just me
all the things my friends said
about me
about what a life i had to live
but i never wanted anything they saw
i'm sick of life married to ideals
i'm sick of my face
i can't do this
promises made of tradition
life made of false consolation
i'm not afraid anymore
i'm just getting by
to further myself into nothing
it's almost over
we're almost over
i'm over.