i don't look too much
i just watch the ground approach as i walk
i don't talk too much
i just think more as the day recedes into the night
i don't wish too much
i would rather not be let down by foolish hopes
as the day goes
i'm praying that i don't have show my face again
this shame of being just envelpoes me
so sick with pathetic pride
i don't sleep anymore
it was too hard to dream without beliefs
i don't cry anymore
my emotions have dulled with the life of barely
and i don't care anymore
becuase care requires distress when things go wrong
so with my head in sand
i'll practice everything i ever thought in my mind
doing without trying
caring without even showing emotion
this life without living.
