Running so fast
I want to find it
All I was
All I can recall
Screaming to ignore
What I died to
I can always fly
And fall into the shards of used to be
And I set up the dominos
Just to watch the best of me
Go away
I hurt like a man
And I cry like a child
But the waiting is real
But the awakening is burgeoning
I will save the day for some anonymous angel
To take this away
To take my heart from a family that never knew me
I like to die to youth I never lived
Bloody hands and feet
Parade of madness
I am eating so many thens
I cannot be yours
I reject this familial wiring
I reject a lack of responsibility
The years are more than numbers
I am more than a sum of my parts.
