Circumstances will always provide me
With something more painful
Like the ugly scene
Of you and me
Too far apart to take care of
Too hurt to hold
I’ll leave a breadcrumb trail
To where I am
If you promise to arrive
Before I do myself in
So here I am
Trying to be anything
But here and now
Because right now
You are so far away
Because right here
Is our empty bed
Because I’ve been sleeping on the floor
Just to avoid memories of you
So many days to tally
Dear somebody: please kill me
