Goodnight memory
You belong to something not me.
I will remove you
Like an abscess.
Cut you out of me
Dig deep into the recesses
And decide you.
How you will remain remote
No matter the weight of your pink eternity.
Love was a bandage
She covered me
And kept me hidden away.
You were a secret
That I told to everyone.
To crawl on hands and knees to this certainty
No matter how many glass shards I collect inside of me
I will not be good enough.
